About

the writings and musings of a high stone fem lesbian surviving the new century.

blog where I can quietly be emotionally raw about all my most vulnerable spots: my stone fem identity, the butch-fem dynamic, butch love and my personal lesbian history & experience.

| ofos | 37 | high stone fem | lesbian | sex worker | survivor | lover of butches | material feminist |

‘Why is your heart so soft?’
It has been trampled many a time.

— Noor Shirazie


through my writings I explore my experiences as a stone fem lesbian and their impacts on me and the full realisation of my identity.
as I emerge from profound trauma that controlled several years of my life, I want to understand how my truth as a fem lesbian has been challenged, diminished and erased, and how this reflects a broader experience of butch-fem erasure worldwide.

as a stone fem, I also wanted to share this perspective, as it is one that is either blatantly misunderstood, or completely absent from the discourse.  stone encompasses much more than how we have sex – it is a nuanced and complex way of experiencing gender, desire and sexuality as fem lesbians.


I am passionate about butch-fem community, identity, culture and history. I believe the blatant erotic energy of the butch-fem dynamic is a powerful expression of lesbian desire and is a central aspect of our identities.


I use the spelling ‘fem’ as a way of honouring history & the working-class roots of b-f culture that I share, and to indicate my passion for the traditional butch-fem dynamic, in which butch and fem are inextricable from each other.

additionally I want it to indicate that when spelled this way, fem is an explicitly lesbian experience.


I am not a radical feminist nor am I anti-trans. I stand by and for trans women.

however, I am also highly critical of the pressure cis people uncomfortable with gender non-conformity put on butches to transition. trans identity is real but we must also be aware of how internalised misogyny and lesbophobia play out in our communities and work to validate and affirm butch identity as unique from male.

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